June 13, 2012

Final countdown

Took the blood test.

Felt very low. Spoke to the nurse about the brown spotting. She said not to worry as there are cases of more red blood since mine is only brownish n not a lot.

Was fighting tears when she drawn out the blood 

Yesterday, finally went to toilet at 1am after holding on to urinate since 8+pm.

Was expecting blood, but nope. The spotting remains as light brown and little.

But as wiped down there, there's tiny trace of redness.

Went to bed crying. As i hope the morning when i woke up, it wont be full flow with cramps.

As morning came, husband was sweet knowing im feeling dejected, offered to bathe together so he cab take a look at d stain.

Took a deep breathe abd pulled duwn the undies.

The stain remained as last night. Slight brownish. My hooe were lifted a bit. But as i wiped down, traces of red abd then. One tiny red clump came out. Small dot.

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Crossing fingers that the result will be a BFP.

Nurse said if bleeding could be d progesterone not strong so need to give immemediate support.

Help me.

5 comments:

  1. i was googling for ivf and came across your site. good luck. :)

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  2. Hello :)

    im doing well! Thanks for asking, so kind of you!

    Since the result is not positive, im rarely post any thoughts here. Am active at my main blog. do visit http://plainnaive.wordpress.com/

    Are you doing IVF too?

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  3. i just read your latest post. that's sad. stay strong.

    seriously considering on doing IVF... but too expensive and i read a couple of failures.. i don't think my heart is strong enough for a failure. :(

    what's your email address?

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  4. hello U!! dont harbour such thoughts okay? diff plp really have diff results. plus, i thought it was expensive too but we found out can use co-fund from government.

    sure thing email me at chikine@gmail.com :D

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