Being paranoid?

So far, its good. No spotting.

But im beginning to feel paranoid. Sometimes i do experience giddyness. Is this called faint spells?

Sometimes, i do feel nausea. Issit coz of d steroid medicines?

Being paranoid as what if i think im experiencing that but at d end of it all, its nothing.

Having to go through the whole dejected roller coaster again. If it only involves me, and Mat, its ok.

But paiseh, as my family n colleagues are also involved since im being bedrest for 3weeks.

:'(