Took the blood test.
Felt very low. Spoke to the nurse about the brown spotting. She said not to worry as there are cases of more red blood since mine is only brownish n not a lot.
Was fighting tears when she drawn out the blood
Yesterday, finally went to toilet at 1am after holding on to urinate since 8+pm.
Was expecting blood, but nope. The spotting remains as light brown and little.
But as wiped down there, there's tiny trace of redness.
Went to bed crying. As i hope the morning when i woke up, it wont be full flow with cramps.
As morning came, husband was sweet knowing im feeling dejected, offered to bathe together so he cab take a look at d stain.
Took a deep breathe abd pulled duwn the undies.
The stain remained as last night. Slight brownish. My hooe were lifted a bit. But as i wiped down, traces of red abd then. One tiny red clump came out. Small dot.
Crossing fingers that the result will be a BFP.
Nurse said if bleeding could be d progesterone not strong so need to give immemediate support.
Help me.
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June 13, 2012
June 11, 2012
Countdown to final result
Pee-d on the stick this morning. Just had a thought to just do it since i bought the stick already. The stick and its generations seems not to like me. Everytime its always show a single line.
Haiz.
Whats new?
I dont actually feel sad. As i dont really have any feeling when i peed on it. I was in urgency to urinate so was a relief to end it all.
Told Mat the result, he said not to care about the result as this Thursday result would be more comprehensive and better result. Which i think is true also la.
I REALLY hope they can detect a high HCG level to determine that this 3rd ivf is a success. Otherwise, i'll feel dejected having to answer to those surrounding me on the failure again. Taking a 3rd week of hospitalization leave and having my work being covered by someone and at the end of it, i got no happy news to share on the outcome - just dont feel good.
At least if its a BFP result, those 3weeks of me missing from office will justify sweetly.
One more day to countdown. Tomorrow, lucky Mat will be having his IPPT and will be hope halfday so can spent the day with me. before we go down on Thursday morning for the final countdown.
Uber nervous ^.^
Haiz.
Whats new?
I dont actually feel sad. As i dont really have any feeling when i peed on it. I was in urgency to urinate so was a relief to end it all.
Told Mat the result, he said not to care about the result as this Thursday result would be more comprehensive and better result. Which i think is true also la.
I REALLY hope they can detect a high HCG level to determine that this 3rd ivf is a success. Otherwise, i'll feel dejected having to answer to those surrounding me on the failure again. Taking a 3rd week of hospitalization leave and having my work being covered by someone and at the end of it, i got no happy news to share on the outcome - just dont feel good.
At least if its a BFP result, those 3weeks of me missing from office will justify sweetly.
One more day to countdown. Tomorrow, lucky Mat will be having his IPPT and will be hope halfday so can spent the day with me. before we go down on Thursday morning for the final countdown.
Uber nervous ^.^
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