November 21, 2012

Four days after

Alhamdullilah.

Been waking up early so that I can brekkie and supply nutrients to embryo.

Not sure if its a singleton or twins, that's secondary. As long as d embryo is doing well and husband and I are able to hear d heartbeat next week, Im happy!

Fabulous gift!

Such a good gift for our monthly 20th anniversary.

To know that our effort has finally been paid off for almost 3yrs.

I hope, till the first scan next week the embryo or embryos would be jolly well.

Miracle!

Alhamdullilah. Praises to Allah!

It was 19Nov2012.

It was a nerve wrecking moment. Planned not to go in Dr Thong's room for follow up in HCG result at 1pm. We sat at d corner opposite Dr thong room waiting silently.

Then d nurse came and said my HCG was being sent for another two more tests. Me and Husband was even more nervous.

We waited n waited.

Then Dr Thong came over. She saw us sitting down n since her toilet was occupied, she needs to wait n came over to ease our tension.

"Don't worry! It's good news"!

We look at her blankly.

"You meant it"?!!
"Ya, u're definitely pregnant"!

😭

It was such a good news, which we don't knw to react to it. Husband cried. I'm still in shocked.

Just when we intend to give up, He gave us miracle.

Thank you!!!!!

November 12, 2012

Another wait, again

Went for a blood test this morning. Had my FET on 7 Nov 2012, with 2 embryo-es transferred. Alhamdullilah, d embryo-es are much better compared to the one I did in May.. This time, one of the 4-cell embryo are compacting.

The nurse reassured that compacting embryo is good - signs that it'll grow n attach better. *i really hopes*. Am quite immuned to the various positive hearsays but turned out to be BFN.

Of course, I gladly appreciate and welcome every one of it but after going through 3 fresh cycle of IVF and 2 FET - 😒 is the feeling.

Went back to Mom's place after bloodtest and nursed called. The progestrone is low so Dr Thong wants me to start on Utrogestan asap to assist in the support for lining. Not sure why in the first place, why tht tablets wasn't included with the other medicines went I went home after FET?

Didn't put any hope during the first half of the 2ww. But was a bit down to hear the news tht the progestrone is low. Now, am just hoping and praying hard that the HCG is high enough to be detected come Monday 19 Nov 2012.

My AF came on 26 Oct, so it shouldn't come earlier - I hope.

Didn't help that whatever I googled about low progestrone during 2ww has mixed answers. Just hope that the dream I had weeks before d FET about  finding out from a lady that says the report showed I'm pregnant will turn reality.

Am not really like typical girl who will fantasy about being preggy. So this is my only dream and *cross fingers*

"Baby, do know that me and ur dad are trying very hard to hopefully wish to be a parent. We gave a lot since two years back."